My heart feels so heavy, today marks four years since you left us, and it feels like yesterday. I’ve heard it said that there is a reason and that time will heal, but neither time nor reason is changing the way I feel. No one knows the pain that lies behind my smile. No one will ever know how many times I broke down and cry, I can’t stop thinking of how no farewell words were spoken, we did not get to say goodbye, you were gone before we knew it, and we’re still asking why? You’re our guardian angel now, we will always remember you. So until the days are through, I’ll keep sending little messages up to Heaven just for you. 🕊🕊💔💔💔💔 #nojustice #noclosure #LLT